my life.

recently my life is a mess

its been a long long time i din update my blog.
yea...i m freaking busy

as briefly

i end up a 4 years relationship
n start a new one

the relationship stuff is just a mess
i admit....i make a huge mistake
n also my ways of handling it...are sucks.


by ending the previous relationship
i force myself...to become independent
taking 3 jobs
mon to sat work as graphic designer
sat n sun working as promoter
at night i m teaching tuition

the graphic designer job enable me to gain experience
n the pay are quite reasonable..for freshmen like me

working hard for money
since i m already an adult
its a shame if i ask money from parents...
they work so hard for the family..
so...i earn n spend.

working hard to save as much money i can
i plan to go UK
the expenses there are high

people don't get stuff for granted
if u want something u have to earn it.
i m trying...very hard
to earn what i wan

but all these job...maybe killing me...
its very burden

n furthermore...
i haven graduate...
the final project...3d assignment...exam...
also killing me.

its been busy life for me...
i have no time for entertainment.
very tired after work
even though back from work i have assignment to do...

its really exhausted....