life of w150.35

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

blogging

begin active a blogging...
guess i m more used to talk with computer...
more than human...

busy life

decided to take the interior design course...
was going to take flash n dreamweaver software short course first
one month per short course
but...there's no lecturer teaching currently
n dont wanna drag my interior course too long
the period is one year..
if keep waiting the flash n dreamweaver...
dont think i m gonna get the cert so soon

quite worry about the assignment...
now working...take part time course may be too heavy...
but...wanna upgrade myself
furthermore, the work i m doing currently...
skills of interior design are quite needed
hope i can handle it well

also...take yoga class
suddenly feel interested about yoga
mostly because i face com everyday....work and after work
hardly got chance to exercise
my office got cctv...
i think everyday my boss view cctv
he will c the only things that moving are my hands
yoga...maybe can let me relax and De-stress
really should do some exercise
not young d...
those anti aging also have to start~

the yoga class are quite cheap, RM 50 per month
unlimited lessons
yesterday is my first lesson...
now my whole body hurt...
really too long din exercise d
sigh, gonna train myself better!


from mon to friday...
my schedule are pack...
work, yoga, class, tuition

all these make me wanna take a trip...
to anywhere...
but....reality always make my dream broke...
dont have kaki to go with me...
and money big issue...


maybe clicking airasia website
viewing the promotion
could make me satisfy

ignored

i guess...
i m too invisible...
people used to ignore me..
sent out 3 text to friends today...
but din get any reply..

actually my presence doesn't make any different...


i should learn the lesson...
like i watch the American next top model...
tyra always comment to those girl...
that bring personality...
got a model that always can shoot nice photo...
but people hardly can remember her...
cause no personality...


not really sure my friends know what my personality...
i m kinda quiet in group...

that make me disappear i guess....

Friday, March 4, 2011

holding back

holding back myself...when talking to u...
hate it..

Monday, February 28, 2011

'happy' valentine

know i shouldn't ask for anything..
but i did expect this will the loveliest valentine...
the first year of our valentine...

but i guess i just expect too much...
valentine eve....we argue...
valentine day we argue..
a week after that u're working...
another week after that...
i expect surprise from u...
still remember u asked me what i want...
i wan picture's of both of us...
but at last i get nothing...

guess i m asking too much...

i wont anymore...
never ever...
ask anything from u...again

extremely disappointed

wont have any expectation to you anymore...
think my heart just become hard...
disappointed until i have no more feeling..

Sunday, February 27, 2011

T______________T

cant control my tears...
keep dropping..

i m too pressure...
at work...
at relationship...

i failed in relationship...
that's all...
ntn big deal...
i can survive