'happy' valentine

know i shouldn't ask for anything..
but i did expect this will the loveliest valentine...
the first year of our valentine...

but i guess i just expect too much...
valentine eve....we argue...
valentine day we argue..
a week after that u're working...
another week after that...
i expect surprise from u...
still remember u asked me what i want...
i wan picture's of both of us...
but at last i get nothing...

guess i m asking too much...

i wont anymore...
never ever...
ask anything from u...again

extremely disappointed

wont have any expectation to you anymore...
think my heart just become hard...
disappointed until i have no more feeling..

T______________T

cant control my tears...
keep dropping..

i m too pressure...
at work...
at relationship...

i failed in relationship...
that's all...
ntn big deal...
i can survive

我不配

我真的不配
对不起

要求太高

对自己要求太高
会逼死自己
还会连累别人

何苦呢？

again

maybe u din notice...
but u always din reply my sms...

seriously...
i need somebody to talk...
i wish i could find u...

i have no idea why cant u just text me once in a while
everytime u din reply my msg i'll stop texting...
i'll wonder...
why did u didn't reply...
for wat reason...
i done anything wrong?


maybe i also act like this..
u wait me i wait u...

lesson of the day...mind my own business

guess i m just too busybody
i shouldn't comment anything
should just shut the hell up...

that's your professional
its not mine..
i have no right to comment anything

obviously...i dunno how to deal with men
everyone of them
i m so good at messing up things around

my comment are rubbish