a second chance

everyone deserve a second chance
so...
i decide to forgive.
people will make mistake
even i do..
struggling should or not...
hope my choice's right

dad

my dad
went to Australia Sydney
for his job training
last few month..
he came back on Halloween night
when he's not here
i miss him a lot
but now..he's back
i barely talk to him
due to wrong timing
i don't do well in communication v family
so...i just shut up.
never say anything
actually i m so happy he's back.
but...
don't really know how to be a good daughter
never know how to express
unlike my lovely sis
she cute and adorable~
i have big problem communicate with family member
except my sis..

牙痛

牙很痛
不知道对不对
是不是
好像是生智慧牙
很痛.....
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊

forgive? forget?

there's some one...
he make me angry last year
betrayed my trust to him
broke my heart
i treat him sincerely as bro
but he broke our trust.

however....
its been a year plus since
i m not so mad anymore...
he ask for forgiveness quite long d...
i just ignore n avoid him

dunno should forgive him or not...
but sometimes will feel....
maybe i'm should be more generous..
cause it pass so long d...
but sometimes
i just cant forgot how hurt is it...




confuse....



forgive him...
or forget about it...

update..

its quite a long time i din update my blog...

i m totally unmotivated right now...
i m damn busy with my class n work.
n those assignment killing me..
actually to be honest
those assignment are not hard,
just the quantity are quite many
but i dun wan to do some low quality stuff
the more hard i push myself...
the more i avoid from those assignment.
i just keep run away from them.

that's the first issue i m facing right now...
n its quite important
my assignment = ticket to graduate
no motivation to do...means...
assignment incomplete...
incomplete means fail...
fail means internship delay
delay means cant graduate on time

i m totally idiot...
i know all the consequences but still...
UNMOTIVATED!!!




other than this
i m goin to hk end of dis year
to celebrate new year there, shopping
recently work hard to save money
yea....earn money myself n enjoy for the trip..
but...save until 1k ++ nia...
not enough a.....the date are coming soon
worry not enough money.
i dun wanna rely on anyone
help from anyone
the meaning of earn money myself for the trip
its very meaningful
not spending anyone else money but mine.
not depending to anyone.
i work at every weekends....
mean i dun have free time like others.
weekends people rest and enjoy
mine work...
i wont complain about this.
i understand that when u wan something
u'll have to earn it.
so...
AZA AZA~! GANBADE!!!!

gfs

i have some concern about my girlfriends.


recently we all back to our own life...
busying with own stuff
we will meet from time to time
but our friendship never change.
that's what called bff.



i m worry about them



first person
she's facing the L problem
she's stuck with a person who don't worth it
she deserve better
but she still keep on fell for him
i understand....
to her, he is the one for her...
the one she love
so i support her no matter what
its just sometimes i'll told her some cruel facts
hope she can wake up
really don't wanna see her get hurt.
just want her to be happy
i've been try so hard to help on her problem...
but that fella keep ignore me...
that bastard....
i dunno how to help anymore...
she share this problem with me...
but seems like she choose the wrong person to share...
i cant help her on anything....
just watch she hurt again n again...
helpless...




another person
she....she usually seems tough
very independent, never show us her problem
but i know...
she's still recovering from her previous love
she love him deeply
she got a nice job right now..
what she don't have is a person nice to her...
a soul mate
i believe she will find her mr. right one day.
i just read her blog
recently she's quite pressure with her job n family
hope she'll be fine soon.



the third person
she's charming
lately she's flirting with a guy
and it went well.
actually she can handle it well
so...no worries~



last and not least
dis fella
she busy with class, assignment n work also
just worry she will work herself too hard
she's having tough time with the new company
but i believe in her.
she can handle it with good care
n hope she will be fine with the L thingy.
she's very optimistic.
n i love the logic she stick on~
make me laugh always...
miss ya..



xoxo.